Study and stay clean. This is who I’m meant to be. No alcohol, no weed #thestruggleisactuallyforeal (at The City of Los Angeles)
Flashback to my birthday last year #oldphotosspam new phone and just synced my old account a few days ago (at The City of Los Angeles)
Hello #lmu. I remember the first time I visited you. It was a new beginning and now it’s so familiar~ (at Loyola Marymount University)
Damn who dat #bodyguard #jk talking about cars with my dad. Driving my car bagging on it -.- (at LA Ca)
Good morning desert! #randomadventure whisked away ian and he has no idea where we’re going x) (at The Room)
You play it mysterious jazzman #McKay #musicaldorm #lmu #loyolamarymountuniversity (at LMU - McKay Residence Hall)
it can stop you in your tracks.
it eats you up and spits you out.
it’s the only thing that can bring me to a halt.
at the same time not anyone can make me feel it
sometimes not even my parents can stop me with the guilt
not even the bitches that have spit the most hurtful things that can make me feel it have made me feel any hint of it
only the ones i hand my heart can make me feel it.
can destroy me with it.
i’m being torn apart whenever i think about how much i’ve hurt you.
which takes away great fractions of my strength and i have to fight harder to not disappoint you again
which is why i hate being reminded
why i feel like someones stabbing a 12-inch knife in my heart every time youre sad and you mention it.
and yet through all this i dont know where i get my strength from
i dont know how you could believe that i’m strong
because the only time i feel strong is when a person i dont care about tries to hurt me and i dont hurt
the only time i feel strong is when i fuck bitches and get money
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